Heartless Lover

Sometimes I feel
like a heartless lover
and sometimes I feel
like I am hollow;
sometimes, it seems
like I am devoured whole
sometimes by myself,
but sometimes by others

Sometimes I feel like I have no heart
as if you’ve destroyed my pulse
and yanked out my veins to stop the beating
and it was my own fault alone
and yours was not the pain of the needing

Sometimes I feel like I am heartless
so fucking heartless…

Sometimes I feel.
Sometimes I don’t.
Sometimes I heal.
Sometimes I can’t.

Sometimes I feel heartless in my heart of hearts.

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